people on the outside of this scene   don't have a fucking clue of what this all means   they think i'm the freak   because i don't spend my nights   drowning my problems and wasting my life   there's more to me than just what you see   there's a passion held inside by this button up shirt   i'm so tired of trying to explain myself to you   when it's obvious that you don't care   there's just no getting through   i just can't get through to you   and i don't think you give a fuck   make your fucking ignorant jokes   we'll see who laughs last   why's my life so hard to comprehend?   i only talk to you because i have to   this job is just a job it's not my whole fucking life