Below the valleys and the hills   I lie between two worlds   Living life and afterlife are one to me   Seperate from the fact that I still breathe   My mind is like a fountain   Overflowing with blood   So many dwelling thoughts that remain   Memories that blur like mud   Two powers watching my every move   One wishes me good   The other lures me to his side   Temptation affects my mental state   Sending my mind racing like horses out of the gate   One love over come by hate   Hate over come by love   The smilies on peoples faces   Leave my heart full of empty spaces   And I can't believe the reasons why   Eating me like a cancer, till the day I die   I feel like im living inbetween   Slowly fading underneath   Fear surrounds me like a school of fish   Sometimes I wonder if I can still take this   Its just like a war of words   Only I am the one that cant be heard   I lay awake dreaming of better days   Days that I know are nothing but a dream   I still hope and pray   Until I've lost all hope   I can never fade