I can't be without you,   Though I'm learning that I have to,   And it hurts my heart.   I stare at our picture.   There's no warmth in this frame.   I missed your call another day,   And though the years will pass you so quickly,   I hope you know that I'll be here,   If ever you need me, but...   Its all my fault for bringing on this pain.   I locked my vaults and threw away the keys.   So kill it out of me, so quickly I need you to know,   I didn't plan for this and while you grow,   I want to be there for it.   Please promise me I'll get the chance another day.   Well I've been without you,   And each night it keeps me up wide awake,   A different place I'm only doing what I know how to do.   To best provide for you.   Though I can't spend my time with you