It's just a thing inside of me   Something that I hoped you'd never see   Been shut away inside of me   Reality is blind to me   The truth is kept inside of me   Just like a stain, not meant to be   Hold it in for fear of letting go   Just put it away, don't let it show      It's time for me to let you know   This thing inside will never go   It's not a product of blashemy   It's just a thing inside of me      It's just a thing inside of me   A blind spot that only some can see   Dead skin is peeled off layer by layer   Only to find more than one can tear   Sometimes I scream so loud that I   Feel evil's taken over my   Hopeless and blotted empty soul   Put my existence in your hole      I could blame a god that they can see   Or shake an empty fist at society   But none of these can ever set me free   To let out what's inside of me      Hold it in   Until you cannot breathe   You're going to suffocatee   Choke on the way that they run      Ignorance is fun   When you have no one   Trying to find love   Just keep looking up      Soak it up   You've got to keep it all in   Just like the rest of them      sell me your   futility