My heart is bleeding   I feel so empty and my face is smashed   Into a wounded smear   My youth was fleeting   I know life now    And seen in snatched away into a tear   And how the pit of my being   Was deceived into believing   Can’t forget what I’ve seen   For so long lost in a dream   God, I feel so sick   Don’t wanna share her kiss with the people I know of   She’s my only love   The harlotry she's quit   I must forget the shit that I know of   ‘Twas before our love   But sometimes late at night I wonder   Why she once charged Men to be her lover   Forgetting the past, it's all asunder   Realize the past is but a dream      Copyright 2002 Beau Phillips