White walls are caving in   Despite the calls I'm blaming sin   Waving lights make me lose my sight   Locked door is holding on   Wrecked room is waiting for   My confession, filled with depression      For me it's hard to gather my thoughts   And cover the paper with red coated ink   I can't begin to lay down the words   Already I have to stop for a second to think      This conversation with myself has taken place before   This deprivation from my life has broken me once more   Vague hesitation taught me   That I'm not so sure   Why are you, my conscience, needed for?      Leave me alone   For I have seen those desperate days   Don't beat me for long   Your fists are heavy, filled with hate   Leave me alone   Cause I have seen how lying pays   I see I was wrong   My eyes are steady   It's time to wait      I'd like to conclude my shallow letter   With everlasting words of despair   It's not wrong for you to scratch hollow walls   With never ending strokes of care      This conversation with myself has taken place before   This deprivation from my life has broken me once more   Now I know that I have   Found appealing cure   I think of you as a nature's healing metaphor      Leave me alone   For I have seen those desperate days   Don't beat me for long   Your fists are heavy, filled with hate   Leave me alone   Cause I have seen how lying pays   I see I was wrong   My eyes are steady   It's time to wait      Leave me alone   For I have seen those desperate days   Don't beat me for long   Your fists are heavy, filled with hate   Leave me alone   Cause I have seen how lying pays   I see I was wrong   My eyes are steady   It's time to wait      Leave me alone   For I have seen those desperate days   Don't beat me   Your fists are heavy, filled with hate   Leave me alone   Cause I have seen how lying pays   I see I was wrong   I was wrong