I don’t wanna say   That there's nothing left   I don’t wanna feel   Like you were a part of it   But when the lights go out   And the city sleeps   You’re the only one   That lives in me      I wanna believe this time around   I gotta be honest with myself   I don’t wanna say that there is nothing left at all   I don’t wanna lose this time around   I’m sick of the battles with myself   I don't wanna say there's nothing left      I don't wanna say   We're falling apart   I don't wanna feel oh   This feeling ever again      But I thought I was strong enough to hold you out   I proved myself so wrong   I thought I could pick the words to say to you   But you knew them all along      Cuz when the lights go out   And the city sleeps   You’re the only one   That lives in me      I wanna believe this time around   I gotta be honest with myself   I don’t wanna say that there is nothing left at all   I don’t wanna lose this time around   I’m sick of the battles with myself   I don’t wanna say there's nothing left      Don't you break the vows we made   Well you are, well you are   The same thing I've become      We’re falling apart   We’re falling apart   We’re falling apart      We’re falling apart   We’re falling apart   We’re falling apart      I wanna believe this time around   I gotta be honest with myself   I don’t wanna say there's nothing left at all   I don’t wanna lose this time around   I’m sick of the battles with myself   I don’t wanna say there's nothing left