Pillars only stand so long   A soldier only is so strong   Walls around me about to fall   Like a child I start to cry   What has happen to my life   On and on I tried I strived   Nothings left except to die   I try, cry, die   I seek, find, sigh      I clear through the mist, the fog   I've been lost for far to long   I must get out, I must find my way    Confused, twisted   My mind is faded   Am I really free   Am I really free      Somewhere in the dark I find   A creature that is left behind    A soul, a spirit seeks life new   It haunts me, it speaks, it says I am you      I set to find my soul    I realize I have no goal   Only a dream no reality   Secrets that I hide behind   Secrets that you'll never find   In the viod my heart cries   The Djinn decides to die inside   Day by day   My life fades