I've been here for so long   I can't be too far from You   I feel You in my heart   But I can't see You in my fears   And I know it's hard to pray   When I have nothing but bad things to say   And so I try to find a way to follow You      Help me find my way I've gone astray   I fell into my ways, don't turn away   I'm calling out Your name      And I cry for a little, complain a lot   And I wait for the moment when I'll just wake up   It seems that I've been living a simple dream   And I wait for the time when I can go away      I'm weak but I feel strong   I feel love but I'm not kind   I'm foolish in my ways   I wish I'd be a bit more wise   And I know it's hard to pray   When I have nothing but bad things to say   And so I try to find a way to follow You      Help me find my way I've gone astray   I fell into my ways, don't turn away   I'm calling out Your name      And I cry for a little, complain a lot   And I wait for the moment when I'll just wake up   It seems that I've been living a simple dream   And I wait for the time when I can go away      I'm calling out Your name   Hear my prayer   Hold my hand   Cause I can feel Your arms around me   I can feel Your love surround me   Hold me Jesus, make me feel so free