somebody help, the bitch has got a gun to my head   i'm crying out, nobody hears a word that i said   just stay away, i wish you would just leave me alone   now bang i'm dead, i was dead before i picked up the phone      (chorus) i scream my name in the wind; in rage i take back what i've given      gotta try, to pick up all the broken pieces   you nail me up, on the cross like they did to jesus   i cry aloud, but all that you can hear is silence   the way it ends, disintegrates into violence      (chorus)      i wasn't talking but i sure as hell was thinking about it   now i'm screaming it out loud i wish that i could hear it   all the advice i give myself is lies but i believe it   indecision, fluctuation burns my eyes and ears      (bridge) apologize, for all the lies      the overwhelming feelings come up from deep inside me   the problem is the engine's running but there's no one driving   i try to keep myself from thinking but i hate the silence   feel like i'm driving down the rumblestrip inside my mind      (bridge) i'm my own god      rumble (x4) i've got too much time