what about the time you cried   just to keep me from my hiding spot   didn't take a lot didn't take a lot      what about the times i walked   just to listen to you talk   didn't take a lot didn't take a lot      you can't throw away 19 years   and i can't believe you'd let me hear   it's been a long time since i've been around      did you ever think about   how i never tried shutting you out   what kind of payback did i get      and now i wonder why   you never wanted my side   what kind of payback is that