I'm tired of    Switching gears   To find a way    To get through these years   To get through these years      I've been waiting for you here   But you don't call   How can I catch you    If you don't let yourself fall?      It's costing me    Half my mind   To wait and see   If you have the time   If you have the time      I've been waiting for you here   But you don't call   How can I catch you    If you don't let yourself fall?      If I can't catch you   Don't know what I'd to   I've been driving round, talking 'bout leaving   I've been thinking loud, shocked 'bout believing   Once you get what you got, pigeonhole blacktop   You got to get a spot that keeps it as a backdrop      And that's all you do      This will evaporate because that is how it's seeming   Don't want to instigate through black and white dreaming   I try to keep inside, this jar of hardened feelings   Just to keep this old paperback appealing      And that's all you do   Nothing stays new      You got those silky eyes, open-closed blinking   Pride those milky thighs, bourbon-brown I'm drinking   You got to stick around, I got to, got to have this   When you're upside down, it's cocoa-coated golden bliss      And that's all you do   The road is up to you      It's up to you   What you're gonna do   It's up to you    What you're gonna do