cold winter cuts - a heart that couldn’t heal   destroyed by it’s own stupidity   a frozen smile - cracks backing frigid lies   I shelter beneath a veil of happiness - a delicate facade   and snow falls as to bury what we had   everything we left behind   although your loving eyes - have left my gaze forever   they’ve been captured in my sleep - although this vacant heart   can’t go on any longer - I feel your soft breath in my dreams   but it shall not be - I cannot shake these feelings   I can’t renounce - this love for you is all I know   I am controlled by sorrow - my hope forever lost   bested by my weakness - will the spring’s warmth never come?   and the snow   still heaping on this broken back   I am lost within its persistence   you took the meaning   from this withered soul   I have no strength without your touch   and so it was - and can never be again   and so it was - and will never ever be again.   lost - this love for you is all I know.   weakness - will the spring’s warmth never come?   a little child crying - from the bunk below   I still love you - I can’t cut that tie from my life   love born in regret? was our blight carved into stone?   the stone that lines my heart - I wish I never loved you   cold sweat and eaten nails - I did this all for you.   a broken heart - a clenched fist full of hair - I did this all for you   and any other embrace - will just turn into shit   in the shadow of our former love   i’d trade a bloody wrist - to live forever in those nights   but the deed hath still been done