Sunset, behind a chain link fence   You put that tiny candle in my hand   You put that chrism on my forehead   With your fingers crossed   You held my wrists   And I'll never forget that pebble pushing up into my knee   You said the sky'd light up   You said the sky'd light up   And all the kids in the playground waiting for the light up   You said the sky's the sign   You said the sky's the sign   And I was watching the blue in your eyes turn fire   You said the sky'd light up   You said the sky'd light up   And I feel anymore and all I can see anymore   I didn't like it   I was excited by it   What will I say when I get home?   I'm in the window, I'm at the door      Oooh, oooh, oooh      And (I, my) one the black top (lie, aie) and on the jungle gym (why, cry, I've got no piece of mind) and (I got no peace) on the four-square courts you gave me a fear of (I'm gonne blow your mind and) my skin, a desiring (I'm gonna blow your mind) to feel the sun rising in between my knees      Why try, feel my, I got no peace of mind   And I got no peace of mind   And I got no peace of mind      And all I can feel anymore and all I can see anymore   I'm 16, driving south from Baltimore   What will I say when I get home?   I'm in the window   I'm at the door      All I feel anymore and all I can see anymore   There's something on the ceiling   My feet aren't on the floor   All I feel anymore and all I can see anymore   My feet aren't on the floor   There's something on the ceiling      I didn't like it   I was excited by it   What will I say when I get home?   I'm in the window, I'm out the door   Sunset, behind a chain link fence   You put that tiny candle in my hand   You put that chrism on my forehead   With your fingers crossed   You held my wrists   And I'll never forget that pebble pushing up into my knee   You said the sky'd light up   You said the sky'd light up   And all the kids in the playground waiting for the light up      All I feel anymore and all I can see anymore   Do you fear for your child?   This will stay with me until I die!   And all the kids (boys) in the four-square courts   All I feel anymore and all I can see anymore   I hated (wanted) them then them more!   A loneliness no fag could comprehend