So I've been up all night   thinking about the times we've had   Sat up   thought it might be nice for us   to have a normal life   Called on me constantly   I never had a chance to see it all   What all is in store for the road life   I guess nothing ever comes for free   And at night I lie alone wishing I could see you   Surprise   you got what you asked for   what do I now have to show for it all?   So wipe all the dismay away   you've got a good thing here    You get to go to New Jersey   while I'm stuck fifty years here   Staring out the white van window   dreaming of the deep blue sea   What did I get myself into?   what would I just give to see you once more again?   Get a new life   I think you should   Get a new life   cause the one you抳e got now ain抰 working out so good   Now I see the seasons pass by me constantly   With no time to take it all in   when you've got a break for just two weeks   Summer's here and soon gone   along with a peaceful sleep indeed   I'll write this sad song the wrong way   and leave out the happy ending    Six more weeks till we're one again   it seems I'll never get there   The advice that I have to offer?   I抦 alive and that's all that matters to me now