I shouldn't have said that.   What was I thinking, what was I doing?   Where did I go wrong?   I walked so far and followed for so long   just to say the wrong thing   It's going to be a good time   and I know you're not coming   Set it free if it loves you...   it's not coming back   I've lost weight and I look pale   But you look good, I couldn't help but notice   I've lost weight and I look pale   but you look good, I couldn't help myself   Just like last time, just like this time   Just like next time, just like the last time   I was your number one god damn fan   I was the best friend you never had   I was your number one god damn fan   I was the best you'll never have   Is this supposed to make it better?   If you're going to burn it, burn it all   Burn it all and walk away   What was I thinking, what was I doing?   What was I thinking, where did I go wrong?   What were we thinking, what were we doing?   What were we thinking, where did we go wrong?   I haven't been sleeping, but I've been dreaming   I haven't been eating, but I've been thinking   I've found the best place in the world