Want to get it all behind me   You know everything reminds me   I can't be myself without you   Want to crawl down deep inside   The springs inside the mattress   Where I cry my dirty secrets   'Cause I just can't shake this feeling   That I'm nothing in your eyes      And if I knew heartbreak was coming   I would've set out running   Past the city houses   And the ditches along the highway   Weave between the seasons   Under bridges in the valley   'Til the winds out on the prarie   Whipped the tears from my eyes      Want to get it all behind me   You know everything reminds me   I can't be myself without you   Want to crawl down deep inside   The springs inside the mattress   Where I cry my dirty secrets   'Cause I just can't shake this feeling   That I'm nothing in your eyes      But if I knew heartbreak was coming   I would've set out running   Across the muddy river   And the smog stacks on the bank   Swallow that horizon   Hunger beyond hunger   'Til the cloudy blue Pacific   Took the air in my lungs      And if I knew heartbreak was coming   I would've set out running   'Cause I just can't shake this feeling   That I'm nothing in your eyes