Knock loud, I'm home   Just sleeping to pass the time   Wondering if you'll come by to visit me      Ten years have passed   Since you walked out of my life   But late last night in the pharmacy   You were in the line in front of me   So I ran away to hide      Knock loud I'm home   I wrote in black felt pen   Took that sign and taped it to the door      If you come in   To see how I have been   Make sure the door is closed behind you      Stand above me   While I poised do plunge   Through my heart attack   Kills the worst of me   Said I was sorry   Drink to forgive   I wake up alone   Knock loud I'm home