I'm trying to sleep,   but this pain in my chest,   it's keeping me awake,   and every breath i take,   feels like it's my last   i want to be fine,i want to be sure   i want to be a lot of things,   and none of them include you.   i keep telling myself,   i'm not miserable   i keep telling myself,   i'm better off without you      i believed that you meant   everything you said,   goodbye,and thanks for the memories   for the pain and the lies   every time i had to cry   goodbye,and thanks for the memories      i don't understand,   cause it doesn't make sense   the way you broke it off,   took away my heart,   took away all of my friends   i want to go out   and get out of this house   bet to begin again    is gonna take more than   i think i'd ever have to give.   i keep telling myself,   i'm not miserable   i keep telling myself,   i'm better off without you      i believed that you meant   everything you said,   goodbye,and thanks for the memories   for the pain and the lies   every time i had to cry   goodbye,and thanks for the memories   i believed that i was   so cleverly deceived,   by good looks,some charm and    a brilliant lie.   all the time that was spent,   being used,i should have said,   goodbye and thanks for the memories.      i want to know why,   you're such an idiot,   i want to know how   you can even live with it.   i wanna know why,   i should even give a damn   about you missing me so terribly.      i'm starting to sleep,   a little easier now.   now that i'm over this   and i've made up my mind    to never fall in love again,   with someone like you   someone so confused   i just wish i would have   realized that a long    time before i had.      i believed that you meant   everything you said,   goodbye,and thanks for the memories   for the pain and the lies   every time i had to cry.   goodbye,and thanks for the memories.   i believed that i was   so cleverly deceived,   by good looks,some charm and    a brilliant lie.   all the time that was spent,   being used,i should have said,   goodbye and thanks for the memories.   i believed that you meant   everything you said,   goodbye,and thanks for the memories!