When I first saw you   You were without love   But your fingers reached   So I just moved in      Tell me what I'm doing here   Tell me what I'm doing here      To my surprise I kissed you   You made me rise   Now by my side I've missed you   And let it slide      Tell me what I'm doing here   Tell me what I'm doing here      If all I ever wanted wasn't good for you   If the things that I said, they just weren't true   Ascend, ascend my friend      I turned my head and looked back   I had been led   When my heart jumped, we lost touch   Our love had slumped      Tell me what I'm doing here   Tell me what I'm doing here      If all I ever wanted wasn't good for you   If the things that I said, they just weren't true   Ascend, ascend my friend      I can see you looking down to keep away from me   But I'm stuck with this lack of ability   I can't refrain from coming here   It causes pain, you're so sincere   Ascend, I must ascend      So now alone   I find out your heart is stone   A helping hand   There is none from where I stand      Tell me what I'm doing here   Tell me what I'm doing here      If all I ever wanted wasn't good for you   If the things that I said, they just weren't true   Then don't restrain from telling me   That all this pain is good for me      I can see you looking down to keep away from me   But I'm stuck with this lack of ability   I can't restrain from coming here   It causes pain, you're so sincere   Ascend      What am I doing here?   Tell me   I must ascend   Tell me   Tell me   What am I doing?   What am I doing here?      Tell me   I must ascend, ascend   Ascend   Tell me   Tell me   What am I doing?