I know that things are going wrong for me   I never really had a chance   I know that things are going down   The drain the rapid lane   And I could need a helping hand      In my mind all the time   Endless iteration   In my mind all the time   Endless irritation      Endless aggravation   Something is making me   So lonely and I got to know   Got to know, got to know what it is      I've got to find a way to get a cure   And try to get some peace of mind   I've got to find a way to ease the   Pain inside my brain   And I could need a helping hand      I know I'm not supposed to see   I know I'm not supposed to hear   I know I'm not supposed to say   I know I'm not supposed      I'm ready? I'm not?   It doesn't matter what I think   It's always there