Dappy turn my mike up      Today is the day that I'm gonna tell   Just a little 'bout myself   All of these haters they don't understand me   They can't touch the pain I felt      I wish I could show them all of my secrets   And they might see through me   But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness   I can let 'em tear through me      Mummy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them   Won't stop they just add to her pain   Daddy it's okay, I still love you   Because you show me love in every way      Mummy I'm sorry for not always caring   I got so lost when you weren't around   Since I was a young girl I kept us related   I don't trust so I won't get let down      So who could be behind my smile   I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand      T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything   We'll advise you in every way   One more thing, for those who don't know we is family   We've known each other since we were babies      So I guess it's just another one of them days   I got bills to pay, studez to rent   Girl problems plus an album due within nine days      Stress to the brain, mumsie's going through so much pain   Every time I get paid money to Elaine   One more and you'll open you eyes to a blacked out range      Gunshots, knife attacks   Seems like I'm living in a life of attacks   Government bills, dogdgy deals   Leads to another life, crime on wheels      I'm so broke that it's no joke   Surrounded by addicts who be on coke   If I really wanted to I make money off them   Block in the morning on the move by ten      I write them hits in my head   Don't need no time for paper and pen   I sell my demos in boxes of ten   Won't stop me unless you're a dirty bill      It's like yesterday   Fifteen hooded up thirteen years olds in Westie   Were the bester days can you relate   Young black boys from council estates      Rolling around the ends twenty man strong   Pour some Hennessey for every man gone   I know I ain't sent no letters but still   Free hash, free deal, I'm not for much longer      Ever since I was a young and I found it hard to find my way   Thats why I don't trust, so I won't get let down      So who could be behind my smile   I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand      T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything   We'll advise you in every way   One more thing, for those who don't know we is family   We've known each other since we were babies      Oh, I went from not wanting to live life no more   To appreciating every breath I take   If it wasn't for the music I probably won't be here   That's why I pray to God every day      Dreaming of days when I could just fly away   I'm trying to stay strong but after today I'm feeling down   So who could be behind my smile   I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand