I taste the tear to numb the fear   Trapped by the source of my infection   I play the martyr   Submerged in this pool   The corporation used me   Like they brainwashed you      {Chorus}:   Life is seen so cold and benign   I don't want to be saved   I'm next in line to die      Labeled sick but I'm just a man   Everyone I love has left me for dead   This void illusion I suffer for   They made me their God   And I am so much more than you      {Chorus}      I don't want to be saved   I'm next in line      I taste the fear to numb the tear   Trapped by the source of my infection   Life is seen through heroin dreaming   Cold and benign   I don't want to be saved   I'm next in line to die   I don't want to be saved   I'm next in line and   I don't want to be saved      {2x}   I'm a dead man, I'm a sick man   I'm the pilot of my destruction      The pilot of my destruction