Cold winter night   Between sheets and ceiling bed and floor   I took the sharpest knife   In my drawer and went for the kill   And as you doubled over   Reeling from the cut   The feeling I won faded fast   Like the last bits of summer into fall   Like the sand from the ocean with the tide   I gathered up your body   And pulled it close to mine   Felt you sobbing in agony   Felt your heart turn to stone under mine   You said through dying lips   You'd wish me well   I left you laying there   And headed out   Into the night   Feeling the bitterness that comes   With winning another fight   With blood still on my hands   I walked on through    Avenues   Alleyways   And   Shadow littered streets