tender twilight       a little like July       drifting idly by       grey clouds smear the sky       there is rain inside of my lullaby       telling me not to cry       breathing farewell's sigh       kissing me good-bye       the raindrops falling from on-high       as the grief streams from my eyes       the tears they crystalize          why can't I       leave it all behind       it's forever on my mind       will this be the last time?          darker, dire       is it despair or desire       taking all that is mine       love is in disguise       hiding in your smile       if only you or I...       is their nothing left to try?       is their never knowing why?       I am terrified       raindrops falling from on-high       there is rain inside of my lullaby       kissing me good-bye          why can't I       leave it all behind?       it's forever on my mind       will this be the last time?