I can't see the light, I'm thrown in disgust   They speak of feats, the housed forever   A howling wind changed my course   It blew me out of bounds so sore   All the walls, all the walls that bound me   Descending bleak and put upon      I chew my cheeks to wake up from   The vase grows bigger   To my eyes, these eyes that snigger   And despise the wall grows taller up to doom      Shoes in my room thrown in disgust   At how I fall to my worst   Of course you say you don't understand   Your words, your fiction   Your crooked hands      But clearly now I tell you man   That all I say is all I can   For I am nothing but my sin   Until I learn to caste them in      While young girls fangs and crystal wrists   Wait patiently for me to twist   I look away to distant rains, to water falls   And honey days and boys in black and blue rinse eyes   Gaze whistly at my slender thighs      I twist a shade to my right   And spit at beelzebub on sight   And go on loving all I see   For here I live on patiently      Clearly now I tell you man   That all I say is all I can   For I am nothing but my sin   Until I learn to caste them in