I am a mess, I've made a huge mess   I can't control myself      I kill the rhyme again, I'm comin' sick and on time again   Words manifest from deep inside where people hide   Within it's chemical unbalanced on the triple beam, what?   Fuck what you heard, it's about what I ssen   I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smackin'   Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened   The doctors say he's got the brain of a murderer   This rugged style steals your brain like a burglar      My heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pass   It's not receding my body's going numb   A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high   He don't know what he's doing   He just keeps getting by   Go away, I want to be thrown away      Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick   He couldn't handle pressure, He couldn't handle shit   For the life he was leading, led him down the wrong path   Where the guns blast, don't give a shit about the god's wrath   Don't want to talk to the counselor, doctor   To tell 'em what's real, to tell 'em what's proper   The situation unclear like gray   And I know it gets worse everyday      My heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pass   It's not receding my body's going numb   A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high   He don't know what he's doing   He just keeps getting by   Go away, I want to be thrown away      I am a mess, I've made a huge mess   I can't control myself, I'm losing it   I've split all my marbles   AAAAHHHHH!      Cause I see you inside of me   Sometimes I want to be thrown away   Cause I see you inside of me   Sometimes I want to be thrown away   A hyper spaz, and that is me   Sometimes I want to be thrown away      Thrown Away! (x8)      Voices in my head.... (x4)      Don't tell me to do it 'cause I will (NOOO!!) (x2)      Last remain! (x3)