I surrender   I know I?ve been a pretender   You can have this guilt, this misery   I wear so well      I wave my flag and sound the alarm   Somebody stop me before I do any harm   I surrender   I know I?ve been a pretender      I?m living a dead life   I?m staring into the headlights   A get away car that'll take me out   Of my mind tonight      Crash and burn, an S.O.S.   Somebody help me get out   Of this mess of a dead life   I?m burning under the spotlight      My heart is a fist drenched in blood   My soul will fight again   My heart is a fist drenched in blood   My soul will rise again      Take a look at these hollow eyes   One last look before I say goodbye   To this candle-lit nightmare   I feel like I'll never escape      So watch me fall from grace   Watch me carve my hate   In the heart of a lover   I feel I can never escape my fate      My heart is a fist drenched in blood   My soul will fight again   My heart is a fist drenched in blood   My soul will rise again      See You on Your cloud   Looking down   I?m on my knees today   But You don?t notice me      See You on Your cloud   Looking down   I?m on my knees today   But You don?t notice me      You don?t notice me   You don?t notice me   You don?t notice me   I?m screaming while I pray      While I pray, while I pray   You don?t notice me   I?m sick of You   God, I am done with you      See You on Your cloud   Looking down   I?m on my knees today   But You don?t notice me      My heart is a fist drenched in blood   My soul fight again   My hear is a fist drenched in blood   My soul will rise again