Night rises through the light, Everything is shadow but   The grey sky seems so bright   I'm living in a dream, A dream that's too real   For many years have passed me by, All I've loved is lost   I can not count the days, I can not count the hours   I live within a mystery, That dies with me at dawn   And I am lost again      Nothing is real, Nothing here is real at all   I'm left alone to count the days (and)      [chorus]   Violently, You tore the heart from me   And I bleed the things I feel   Leaving nothing but a shell of what was   Silently, You tore the world from me   And I watch it turn to ash   In the fires of a dream that did not last      It's not easy now   Watching from this distant place, That breathes within my skin   This grief is all my own    The cemetary gates   Open like a lovers arms familiar as the rain   And foreign as the sun      Everything is real, Everything seems far to real   I'm left alone to count the day's (and)      [chorus]      I once felt trust in your arms   I once held faith in these bonds   I was left there with my pain to find my way   Now I wonder were you've gone and who you are      [chorus]