I've been dreaming for so long   To find a meaning to understand   The secret of life   Why am I here to try again?      Will I always, will you always   See the truth when it stares you in the face?   Will I ever, will I never free myself   By breaking these chains?      I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul   I'd turn it back, it's my fault   Your destiny is forlorn   Have to live till it's undone      I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul   I'd turn it back   And then at last I'll be on my way      I've been living for so long   Many seasons passed me by   I've seen kingdoms through ages   Rise and fall, I've seen it all      I've seen the horror, I've seen the wonders   Happening just in front of my eyes   Will I ever, will I never free myself   By making it right?      I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul   I'd turn it back, it's my fault   Your destiny is forlorn   Have to live till it's undone      I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul   I'd turn it back   And then at last I'll be on my way      Jillian, our dream ended long ago   All our stories and all our glory I held so dear   We won't be together   For ever and ever, no more tears   I'll always be here until the end      I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul   I'd turn it back, it's my fault   Your destiny is forlorn   Have to live till it's undone      I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul   I'd turn it back   And then at last I'll be on my way