However you want it, you don't want it, 'cuz when you get it, it hurts   Your body carried out the church   Mom, she be cryin' holdin' on to her purse sayin'   "They shoulda took me first"   However you want it, you don't want it, 'cuz when you get it, it hurts   Your body carried out the church   Mom, she be cryin' holdin' on to her purse sayin'      Ai yo, what y'all thought I was too busy   Writin' songs with Whitney Houston   'Cuz "My love is your love'' will be my slugs wit blood   For any thug that wanna bang and play orangutan      Find yourself in the river with the rest of them   Wake up, wake up, I'm in a nightmare dream   Where I found myself loadin' magazines after magazines   Ski mask on my face, gun on my waist      Fine pens shakin' in my hand as I write this next line   You look strange, shootin' victims at close range   And saw his vein burst from his neck, as I snatched his chain   Is this a Bible I used to read the gospel      Until I got betrayed by one of my twelve disciples   Which one, look through the crowd, son   You could spot the traitor wit a tatto on his arm   The symbol is a microphone, an intellectual      A wannabe Rakim, but too extraterrestrial   I heard he's lethal and I'm too rusty to battle him   Me being rusty is like biggie not being born again   It never happen, watch who you call fam      On MTV, he painted himself as the Tin Man   Predicted platinum, way before it happened   So that's why when you ship gold, you only sold aluminum   And now you wanna tell everybody I messed up your record, C'mon      However you want it, you don't want it, 'cuz when you get it, it hurts   Your body carried out the church   Mom, she be cryin' holdin' on to her purse sayin'   "They shoulda took me first"   However you want it, you don't want it, 'cuz when you get it, it hurts   Your body carried out the church   Mom, she be cryin' holdin' on to her purse sayin'      You a thug? you ain't a murderer, just an undercover Caligula   'Cuz when you saw the luger became silent like Caesar   Enough of this rap stuff, Sedeck take his watch   If I wasn't rappin', I'd take that stash in your left socks      Don't make me raise my voice 'cuz I'm masterin' a coo   So, and besides when they find you you'll be bones   Mom say, "Watch my peers, hangin' like chandeliers"   Orderin' Don P, you couldn't pay for one beer   Perpetratin', a fraud, oh God, you ain't hard   Take thirty of y'all to murder one kid on the boulevard      You want Wyclef Jean, bring your same thug guys   Here's my advice, leave the ring with your bride   'Cuz you ain't comin' back no more   We gon send you to a vacation for two with crabs on the seashore      You freeze up, hold up I really thought you was psychotic   Is that tears in your eyes? You cryin' for your life   Kid you tellin' me what you did, you didn't wanna do   Watch what you say on record 'cuz it might come true      However you want it, you don't want it, 'cuz when you get it, it hurts   Your body carried out the church   Mom, she be cryin' holdin' on to her purse sayin'   "They shoulda took me first"   However you want it, you don't want it, 'cuz when you get it it hurts   Your body carried out the church   Mom, she be cryin' holdin' on to her purse sayin'      "Should I take them? Should I wait?   Should I take them? Should I wait?   Should I take them? Should I wait?"      I say, ''No woman, no cry''   Like I should own a piece of the estate   But at the tribute they didn't invite me   So I put in a call to Halis Alassi   He said, "Be easy, ain't no need to bust a shot"   Like Supercat said, "Yo the ghetto's red hot"   Before bling, bling, bling it was bling, bling