the sky is grey bordem kicks in again    I don't know if I'll ever win    I'm not sure if it's worth it    I'll just have to wait and see    surrounded by people I don't understand    trying to do my best I've got a plan    putting me to the test I'm not alone    it's still all up to me    I'll rise above and I'll look down    it all seems so miniscule    I'll riducule the problems that    towered over me    all I want to know is how to love myself    I've had money keep your material wealth    seems like security    just you wait and see    sometimes I bomb I want to give it up    people suck I feel it building up    why don't you let me be?    do you want a piece of me?    I'll step back and take    another look see I mistook    I could not see the forest for the trees