so off the edge   to those who witnessed   your self-confidence      lacking to the point of calm simple mind-ness   what couldn't you find her,      but i have said, cuz i love   choking on my one last breath   stifing in my chest my words hardly phrasing   my heart dropped with a thought      cuz opened a moment   You still felt times    you convince youself otherwise      You're not as convincing as you wish you could be   Cuz word travels quickly and word on the street says   Jaded frame of mind   But you still act like this was the first time   Educated with what comes next   Songs of heartache, words of regret      Forever thinking my lesson has been learned   Part of the process, the road to recovery   Is as difficult as you deserve      You're not as convincing as you wish you could be   Cuz word travels quickly and word on the street says...      cuz she thinks she's got it   but you've gone forgot it   memories have faded fast as photographs      (You're not as convincing as you wish you could be   not as convincing as you wish you could be) (x2)      ^*the last 2 stanza's are occurring at the same time, overlapping*