I cut my finger when you left the room   The wound has healed long since then   But the finger keeps bleeding, keeps bleeding   For reasons unknown to me      I heard me stutter when you left the room   The wound has healed long since then   But my mind keeps stuttering, keeps stuttering   For reasons unknown to me      If only I could remember   The tune I was whistling that day   If only I could remember   The streets I had walked that day      If only I could remember   If only, if only      I saw me crying when you left the room   The wound has healed long since then   But my soul keeps crying, keeps crying   For reasons unknown to me      If only you could tell me   Why I'm smoking myself to death?   If only you could tell me   Why I'm working myself to death?      If only you could tell me   If only, if only