You couldn't have took it any harder   You couldn't have put it anymore sweet   But every bone of yours for picking   Is every bone they picked of meat   Now you're loaded, lonely and on her mind   Now you're loaded, bloated, but it's only 'til next time      When every cut on the wall becomes a curse   Cut yourself real deep before they get in first.   Take each good word like a crucifx   You gave up the dte for a mouth of dirt.      Now you're loaded, lonely and on her mind   Now you're loaded, bloated, but it's only 'til next time   You scare me blind      Can't help but take each day as another call   To arms in the hero victim's cause   And every bone you left out for picking   Is gonna stick in the throat of everyone that you never called.      It's only, loaded on her mind   It's only, loaded but it's only 'til next time   You scare me blind