The secret dream has been drugged   It's fallen asleep, I can't wake up   The slightest twitch in your eye   Cuts off the blood to my good side      If I were a wreck, would you stand back and watch me crash?   If I was upset, would you know how to make it last?   I know I'm a wreck but I think you can understand   Ohh, who the fuck are you to say that the dream is washed away   Numb myself to sleep again, someone let the blood flow in      Waiting out the days, inside my veins they played   So many ghosts without a song   (I'll breach you, I'm reaching)   For a gift   I try to feel what's there   All that is left is falling apart, dear      Here it comes and I feel every moment   Melting down and now I'm out of patience   Tear it down, this hidden relic must fall   Vaporize into the aerosol of life