I waited for so long outside myself   You see I was pretending to be someone else   I was longing to see who I wanted to be      And I've been waiting on my own   I've been waiting for too long   Not strong enough to be with you      And I've been making up my world   I've been painting it with gold   Not strong enough to see you, oh      I irrigate illusions then let them grow   How can I pacify myself and let go?   And I ran wild to see who I turned out to be      I've been waiting on my own   I've been waiting for too long   Not strong enough to be with you      And I've been making up my world   I've been painting it with gold   Not strong enough to see you      And I've been waiting on my own   I've been waiting for too long   Not strong enough to be with you      And I've been making up my world   I've been painting it with gold   Not strong enough to see you      I've been waiting on my own      [Foreign Content]   [Foreign Content]   But it was too cold in my world, my world      And I've been waiting on my own   I've been waiting for too long   Not strong enough to be with you      And I've been making up my world   I've been painting it with gold   Not strong enough to see you      See you, oh no   (Strong enough I'm not strong enough to see you)   See you   (Strong enough I'm not strong enough to see you)   (Strong enough I'm not strong enough to see you)