Everytime I try to read between the lines   I'm left wondering that I did so wrong   Everytime I try, try to rationalize   When everyone went wrong why didn't we die?   Everytime I think about what it would be like    without all the things you give to me   All these thoughts keep runnning thru my head   Nothing to beleive   Look back find the things I lost   There's nothing left there so it seems   Up hill both ways   Nothing left to say   I don't know how I made it this far   I don't know how I made it last this long   I don't know why I try   All these things keeps going thru my head    Don't know which way to turn   Each path goes up hill both ways   Nothing but dust   Since I learned, up hill both ways   Nothing left to say   I don't know how I made it this far    I don't know how I made it last this long   I don't know why I try   Up hill both ways   Nothing left to do now   I don't want nothing today