All was settled from the start   Immaculate and pure   I invited chaos to stain, defile   And purity was no more   Demise of the crown, hereditary prince   I stand by the gate of what is not   The castle now has turned   to a hole in the ground   Free fall      Bad gods glare at me   From the horizon line   These gods are for real   But maybe not omniscient creators      I live in a fantasy   And when I dream, let me dream   And never wake me up again      Choke on guilt   Near death experience   And I can not see   The light at the end of the tunnel      Al that was is again   Those I let down have forgiven me   Once more they have faith in me   All I was I am again   Reborn, I am a child   It's but a dream and I hate myself      All was settled from the start...      There's a future looking bright   There's hope, I've got the strength   I've go a life   And a talent for irony      All is dead   All is over   Bury me under a stone   with no inscription!