I loose my doubtful self control   Can't catch a breath anymore   You still keep on killing me   I scream aloud without a sound   One peaceful day could save my life   Or should I cut off the last line   It feels like you pull off my spine   And why do I stumble all the time   Why do I feel so fucking cold?   Why don't I ever make you bored?   Why do I need you all the time?   Why do I hate you somehow?   I slip away and suffocate   My body burns, my soul dies   I need a calm, a dead silence   Get your hands off of my life!!!   I turn away, you turn me back   You look inside my moist eyes   You crudle my blood, you bite my neck!   Get your hands off of my life!!!   Why do I feel so fucking cold?   Why don't I ever make you bored?   Why do I need you all the time?   Why do I hate you somehow?