it's me, something that doesn't exist anymore   just the shadow of what I was - a human being   I remember the life I lived, now so far away   memories are preserving my human part      I want a crystal heart   to not feel this cries      the beast is a part of me, I need it   that's why I'll always have to fight it   inviting power and desire   it wants to take away the light of my soul      it's me, forced to eat those I once belonged to   at every drop I fall down, more and more   a long night that will never end   the only dawn I see comes from my mind