Locked down and alienated, confused and complicated   Now it seems you still have my heart   Shot down and unaccepted   Sometimes i get the feeling everything is tearing out my heart      But im scared of what ill find   The search for answers just keeps going nowhere   All i know is that its killing me inside   As i raise this final bottle to the sky      Here's to promises that die   Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes   As we burned another day off all our lives   Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days   Its all weighing on my mind      Knocked down and devastated   refused and understated   now I see how you stole my heart   now I'm forced to breathe without you   sometimes I get the feeling everything is tearing us apart      But im scared of what ill find   The search for answers just keeps going nowhere   All i know is that its killing me inside   As i raise this final bottle to the sky      Here's to promises that die   Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes   As we burned another day off all our lives   Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days   Its all weighing on my mind      But im scared of what ill find   The search for answers just keeps going nowhere   All i know is that its killing me inside   As i raise this final bottle to the sky      Here's to promises that die   Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes   As we burned another day off all our lives   Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days   Its all weighing on my mind, weighing on my mind (my mind)   Weighing on my mind