Rain! her ear to the door   the thunder is over   but this storm has just begun   and these clouds will LINGER   fears race through her mind,each second eternal   everything feels so final   all things fall into place,to be scattered again   the door swings open,she falls to the floor   all life now CHANGES      WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE!!!   I was told I was the selfish one   I tried to model my life after yours   You've thrown it all away   I'm always a second behind you   I'm only a second behind you   did you give any thought to this      did you Think OF ME!   hello did you miss me,did you think of me when you did this to yourself....   selfishly want one more chance to hold you,kiss you,at least to say "GOODBYE"