One day   My life will be a chocolate shake and late night TV   But right now   I'm afraid of everything that is going down      Too many decisions   Too much responsibility   Ahh, and no one is there   To hold me when I fail      Like the deer   Who knows he won't survive the winter so he runs in fear   The drift's too deep   The browse too scarce, the able too strong to compete      And I wonder if   I was stronger when   I didn't care if no one was there   To hold me when I fail      One day   My life will be a chocolate shake and late night TV