Questioning standards, striving forward   I don't understand the connection between most people   Lonely from the world and because of the world      Why do I want more than most of us?   And why won't I just settle for less?   I'm the only one with the reasons and answers why      Symptoms of hatred, I see an altered state   Hallucinations of the mind, as you argue with yourself   Dissention to madness, is not far from hand   Independence you once had delusions deluded      What I say I do and I do what I say   I know it all too well, I see it everyday      So let me tell you now I know you're not alone   To make this very clear   I think that you are way beyond my help      Year after year I tried and trained not to assimilate   But only to find myself even more alone      As I ponder about life and my existence   I feel a resolve that you're not here with me      Walking alone through the wastelands of destruction   And as I explore I find you living there      Symptoms of hatred, I see an altered state   Hallucinations of the mind, as you argue with yourself   Dissention to madness, is not far from hand   Independence you once had delusions deluded