[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]   [Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo]      Gazing up to the blackened sky   Makes part of me slowly die   Among a clouds I can see a dove   The messenger of love      Follow it, they said, to paradise   Afterwards I hate them and their lies   It was the beginning of my demise      I've been in Paradise, don't want to go back   It makes my feeling go numb and black   I couldn't find the desire of my heart   It was far away and slowly breaking apart      Hypocrisy and lies   There is no fucking paradise   Looking for the love of my life   It isn't in your fucking Paradise      I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe   Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate   Among a clouds I can see a dove   The messenger of love