My darkest fears have become a frightening truth   And the wounds are hidden so you cannot feel the pain   For I have chosen the path of misery and sorrow   And my skin will continue to wither and decay      Happiness - where are you?   Will this grief be swept away?      This madness must stop or this world I'll depart   As reality blends into horrific dreams   My departure from Earth is getting near   And as I approach death, I'll show no fear      I need you here to ease this pain   For I fear it shall never dissipate   Yet you are so far away and the blood continues to flow      I felt your warmth - I can't touch your skin   Remembering, as the knife caresses my flesh   And I summon forth suffering and despair   Yet it is something I do not wish to do      My blood absorbs the poisons   Drugged, confused - the walls enclose around me   My mind is so high - my spirit continues to fall      And the anguish recedes as life slips away   Breathless, I beckon eternal sleep   For I shall live no more to be with you   As I see your fate appear through the mist