I'm gonna leave the past alone   I used to have a blast at home   And a cellular phone, now I'm a walking skeletal bone   My stomach's eating itself because I'm so damn hungry   I'm homeless, just about worthless and stumbly   Cuz I just finished that last bit of Guinness   ??? food bitch, mind your own business   Now tend to mine, sometimes I tend to find   A little piece of sandwich somebody left behind   And I'll eat that the whole day, I beg thee always   Say will work for food, have no place to stay   Starvation has me living on my last chance   I make a fast dash and hit up all the trashcans   If I'm lucky I'll find a piece of bread, often instead   I like to slash my neck leaving my shirt awfully red   But I can't put the knife to my neck, my life is a wreck   And I'd shoot myself if I had a rifle or tek   Prolonged death through malnutrition is unbearable   I try to find a job, I'm filthy plus I smell terrible   So nobody wants to pay me, no hottie wants to lay me   I tell the prostitutes to give me head, they disobey me   Maybe, I'll join the military, join the Navy   But I have no identification and no bravery   So fuck it, I'm just gonna be alcohol's puppet   Get really drunk, find a tall building and climb up it   And then I'll jump off, but wait, I'm afraid of heights   I have to turn off my lights some way with no frights   What's the difference if I go out quietly or with a bang?   There's a ledge, there's a rope, guess I might as well hang   But that's some bullshit because I know it won't work   What if my neck doesn't break on the first jerk?   What type of shit is this? I guess I'll just slit a wrist   But that's way too slow, and plus, what if the veins missed?      I've abandoned all chances of begging and all chances of living   Guess there's no obvious circumstances of giving   Now if I'm gonna move on of free will   The only way to eat a meal is to rob, steal and kill   But I don't have it in me and I'm too damn friendly   You're my enemy because I'm broke and you have plenty   That's how I justify it in my own mental riot   You're well fed and I'm about to die from this diet   So you be quiet, and give up all your shit calmly   I'm ornery and I have a rusty screwdriver on me   And if you try to fight then it's going in your neck quick   I'm a derelict but this is no lunatic rhetoric   So take it seriously and don't try to screw with me   Don't get furious or curious, I want your jewelry   Yes all of it, hurry up I'm being tolerant   If I choose to kill you, huh, the police ain't solving it   Cuz I'm a nobody and nobody is witnessing this robbery   And after I kill you, I'll kill myself probably   That's right, I'm gonna kill you now I'm so sorry   But I got all of your money plus the keys to your Ferrari   And that's all I need huh I knew that he would fall indeed   Then the cops pulled up while I watched his neck bleed   And they pulled out all their guns at me and yelled "Freeze"   I put the screwdriver to my throat and fell to my knees   God please, tell me who's at fault, is it me?   I told the cops I used to be a productive MC   And I signed a record deal with a shady company   Who exploited me and left me homeless without a penny   I was excited, the first label interested   I did what I did cuz I was a foolish young kid   Oh well, if I live, I'm on a road to hell   So I guess this is it, goodbye, farewell