No one ever said that life was fair   And I'm not saying that it should be   So knowing that you are where you want to be   And I'm not comes as no surprise      But don't expect me to be happy for you   And don't smile at me   And tell me things will work out for me too   I don't want your pity, I hate your pity      Taste your vanity, its sweet bitterness   As you hide behind your veil   Of my stolen hopes and lost dreams   You took them all   I watched you steal my thoughts   And had to see you smile      As you build your dreams   On my shattered hopes   I'll look back on a day once loved   And fantasize for tragedy   Swallow your pride      Beg me to make this easier   And listen to my hopeless cries      Suffer alone in emptiness   I lust to see you swallowed   By the mess that you left in your wake   Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze      Beg me to make this easier   And listen as my hopeless cries   Send stares into your meaningless eyes      My envy can't describe   How I loathe you for having all the stars   Leaving my eyes to marvel   The sky knowing it should be mine      Yet it's you I see   Wasting the dream that only I deserve   I'll tear off your face to see your smile      As you build your dreams   On my shattered hopes   I'll look back on a day   Once loved and fantasize for tragedy