You taught me all I know    You opened up my eyes    But now that I have grown    You leave me no surprise       I tell you I still care    I say I want much more    But I just grin and bear    Until you're out the door       Refrain    I am lying    It's a game I'm learning to play    I am lying    I'm too cruel to give it away       Illusions are my crime    They keep me insincere    For now, i'll bide my time    It's gonna end in tears       Refrain       How long can I pretend ?    How long before I break ?    Don't want a bitter end    Is this a big mistake ?       Refrain       I am lying...    I am lying...